Having not touched my laptop in eons and eons, I sudd feel very estranged from it. And also, i apologise for not updating my blog for so long hee hee..
The first day after SIP felt very strange indeed.. I still woke up at 6am, and no matter how hard i tried, i just couldn't get back to sleep. But i still felt extremely tired, as of every morning, so i just sort of stoned in front of the tv.
I started feeling very hungry at 10am (which is when i usu feel hungry, smack right in the middle of ward rounds.) And made myself a cup of tea at 10.30am, which is when we have our 'coffee talk' on short ward list days. After that, I conked out from nothing-to-do-ness and slept from 11 to 1, which also strangely have happened on both my only 2days off in the last mth.
And at the most inappropriate moments, like when i'm having lunch or bathing, I will just suddenly think of my patients, like 'i hope the ward list is short today'' or 'i wonder how is 20/1 doing, jialat her bloods are due on monday' or 'i hope 20/4's urine output increase so that we dun have to do her u/e/cr'. That is quickly followed by, "oh ya.. sip is over...hmmm" and then i'll feel rather lost.
Of course it would have helped if we could have met up today.. but SOMEBODY have to thwart all our grand long-ago-already-decided plans.
I miss sip! Will blog more abt it next time..
Feeling sleepy now.... even tho it's only 11pm... my sleep cycle is so screwed..
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